Over the weekend, I received horrible news.
Raven needs to be retired from show jumping.
I knew this was coming. My horse has a significant pigeon toe (her hooves are turned in) and I’ve always known her performance days were numbered. She was always on-again, off-again lame. If I had a penny for every show we had to miss because she was lame, I might be significantly less broke than I am now.
Even with my knowledge of her poor hoof conformation, I am still mad about the situation. I’m mad that NO ONE ever warned me that this would happen. People occasionally mentioned that her imperfections might be a bump in the road, but no one ever told me that her hooves would create such heartbreak to retire my beloved mare at age 12.
While I needn’t blame anyone for my mistakes, I can certainly look to the horsemen and women in my life for never initiating a conversation. I know I should be bigger than this, but because no one spoke up, I have to decide what to do with my horse for the next 15 years because no one wanted to let me know it might be bad to have her as a competitor. Honestly, someone should have said that poor structural conformation will lead to injuries and she should not be a performance horse.
Her conformation sucks, I know. What sucks even more, though, is that she may never fully heal. This breaks my heart even more because she LOVES to work. Her ears are always pricked forward while jumping and she gets excited when I start tacking her up for a ride. It absolutely breaks my heart that she never gets to jump another course in her life.
I just received the rehabilitation plan for Rae, and while there is some home she will get better and we can do some fun stuff, there is a huge chance this injury will be recurring. Basically, her feet are tearing her away from her favorite thing to do.
So, folks, know your horse conformation before you take a risk and purchase a horse. Or, if you don’t know, ask someone experienced. Conformation is a big deal with horses, especially performance horses. If you need help, don’t hesitate to ask me. While I may seem like the wrong person to go to because I made this silly mistake, keep in mind I got Raven when I was 13. I’ve had multiple physiology and conformation courses since then and I’ve competitively judged numerous halter classes. So don’t be afraid to ask! I can do a series about conformation, too, if that would help.
And don’t forget to take things one stride at a time! Especially when everything around you feels like it’s changing.