Jump Into…Life

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So, its currently Friday morning and this week has been a whirlwind. I can officially say I’ve been out of school for one month and been inconsiderately shoved into the real world. And with this one month, it’s been really hard. But in so many ways, I can reflect on it and honestly I blow myself away with what I’ve accomplished.

This just goes to show that life doesn’t gives you what you make of it. It will be all up in your face, criticizing you and constantly telling you to do something different. But it also gives you unbelievable opportunities. Just from one month, I can’t believe that I have done all the things I did. The crazy thing is, it didn’t feel like a crap load at the beginning. In the middle of it all, yes, it was a lot to take on. But after, after it’s all been done, I can actually see the amount I’ve tackled. But I can never see the depth of my accomplishments until I reflect on it later.

I think this is a weakness, but there is also some beauty in it. This means that I need to take more time to reflect in my day, and hopefully this will lead to me understanding my actions and, hopefully, understanding life a bit more. Everything that I’m thinking and writing about write now ties back into patience and perseverance. (Maybe I should rename my blog patience and perseverance because I swear I keep talking about those two things.)

So if you’re riding a youngster and they, for the life of them, won’t give into your contact, or if you’re like me right now and struggling to find your passion and purpose in life, just remember to take it one stride at a time. Also, have patience and perseverance. There’s so many other things that I could say as advice right now, like always be yourself or always trust your instinct, but honestly, I don’t feel qualified to say those. Right now, I am unsure of who I am. I’ve always been an equestrian and a student. Now, I don’t have that student part. It makes me feel lost, but I can trust myself that I’ll figure it out. I also always know that being an equestrian will never leave. And that’s the part that I hold onto right now!

Life is hard. There’s so many forces always pressing down on us, but that’s just an excuse. With all of this rejection from unanswered job applications that’s destroying my self-esteem, it emphasizes that life gives you absolutely nothing. And in that moment, you find out who you are and what you are all about.

Okay, enough rambling. But seriously, take things one stride at a time. Every one of those strides is a small accomplishment. Every one of those strides shows the amount of strength you have. Every one of those strides gets you closer to your goal.

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Jump Into…A Brand New Place

I totally thought that I would have time to blog throughout this move…but I was greatly mistaken. These past few weeks have been full of moving, starting a new internship, finding a full-time job, finding a barn for Rae, barely sleeping, and some part-time exploration of the town and the rest of NorCal! I can honestly say I am so happy to be back up here, but I can also say that I miss SLO more than I thought.

 

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It’s hard to change everything and move, but there is also a beauty in it. I feel like you learn who you are when everything else isn’t stable in your life. On top of that, it shows you that you’re stronger than you think. Trust me, I’ve had some hard moments in the past month between applying for jobs and devastatingly missing Raven. During those hard times, it’s best to just keep going. Because I’ve also had great ones! Not only did I find a place for Raven, but I also got to try backpacking for the first time and dare say I’m addicted!

Putting yourself into new situations may seems scary at first (or maybe even exhilarating), but it always ends up being a good thing. I’m thankful that I can be optimistic during this time period and understand that it will all work out.

But more about backpacking because I can understand why so many people go. The feeling of being in the woods with literally no one else around is beyond words. This was my ¬†first time backpacking and before then, I always was hesitant to try. I’ve always loved hiking, but I didn’t know if I would like carrying upwards of 30 pounds on my back or going to the bathroom in the woods. Heck, I didn’t know how I was going to wash my hands for putting my contacts in! But I put that all aside and just dove in and did it. I’m glad that I put my fears away and explored the beautiful backcountry of Tahoe! I highly recommend going there, but also just ignoring your fears (or at least not embracing them). It will surprise you what you’re capable of!