I was 5 years old when I decided that I wanted to be a vet. I spent my whole life being passive about it, worrying about other things like what movies were out or when I could ride. I never once took an internship at a vet’s office or asked my equine vet to ride around in his car. But I still kept this dream all through elementary, middle, and high school.
I was 19 years old when I decided I didn’t want to be a vet. I decided so after riding around with the previously mentioned vet and being thrown into thermodynamics (which I absolutely hated for many reasons). I decided that my career would have to be something different.
So here I am, 19 years old, at a college that specialized in agriculture, engineering, and architecture, in a major that specialized in pre-vet, and I literally have no idea why I’m there. Instead of running away, I decided to take every single interesting animal science class I could to expose myself to different things. I learned that I love horses, anatomy is amazing, and I still have no idea what I want to be.
A couple years later, I graduate college. I enroll in the MBA program because a well-rounded education sounded nice. I’ve worked in businesses before and people seem okay, right? Okay, well then I graduate. I still have no idea what I am doing.
Then, people start asking me what I want to do. As if I need more pressure, right? But it was actually useful because these people were a bit older and wiser and actually gave me sound advice.
So, after years and years of feeling lost, I am slowly puling myself out of confusion. There’s a couple of things that helped me with this and I want to share them so everyone can embark on a journey of confusion to clarity.
- Talk to different people about things like careers, their past, or and wisdom that they can pass down to you.
- Don’t be passive in your life. Sometimes I think back on my life and feel like I was dealt the wrong hand. I feel like I wasn’t given as many opportunities as some of my peers. But when I think more on that, it’s because I didn’t allow myself to open up. I didn’t allow myself to try new things or ask people for help.
- Do things that interest you. Don’t worry about what everyone else thinks because in 5 years from now, those people won’t be living your life.
- Read self-help books. Whatever you want to believe about these things, they’re actually very helpful. Right now, I am reading about finding your career of your choice. I’ve also read books about empowerment and the like.
- Read memoirs. Watch documentaries. Learn. Expose yourself to things that might not be ‘you’ at the moment. This will all help you find yourself and your true passions. Plus, you might learn something really cool.
- Take time to self-reflect. I always loved the idea of keeping a journal. I’ve never been able to do it until I started this blog. For some reason, knowing that a couple of people read this keeps me accountable to write down my thoughts. It also drives me to think of new things to write about, some of which are from my inner thoughts. If blogging isn’t your thing, sometimes yoga helps. Doing something mindful for 20 minutes a day really helps.
- Don’t forget to have fun. I think I did this throughout my life, more than the other lessons that I’ve written down. While it’s not as productive, doing something fun helps you know what you want, what you like, and what you want to keep in your life.
There are so many more lessons I’ve learned throughout the years. But I think everything here is really important. No matter what stage you are in life, it is good to just allow yourself to have new experiences because that puts you one step closer to a life of happiness. And that’s what everyone on this planet should have.
Ok cool, so just take this thing called life one stride at a time and you’ll be good, yeah?